Curse

sindex · Apr 03, 2007, 07:24 AM // 07:24

Well it's good to see you guys/gals are all in a good mood of late. Unfortunately I am not. I was looking for some way to cool my emotions down, but I would have started writing sarcastic posts; and I really did not want to start doing that.

I wish I had something new to share with you all, but not today. My brain is just wrapped up an a little ball in wich I could kick if I could. Dam, I think I’ll stop now.

Evenstar · Apr 03, 2007, 07:28 AM // 07:28

oh but what happened to you?

sindex · Apr 03, 2007, 07:38 AM // 07:38

Quote:

Originally Posted by Evenstar

oh but what happened to you?

My uncle (age of 50) passed on from a massive heart attack after a series of heart troubles. Since he had diabetes, in which he did not take care of himself; even though we warned him to do otherwise. Before he did he told us he was doing just fine, but after the last heart attack he told my cousin “he wanted to die.” He was also my godfather, and I really was attached to him.

extra bacon · Apr 03, 2007, 08:00 AM // 08:00

sorry for your loss, sindex.

sindex · Apr 03, 2007, 08:04 AM // 08:04

Honestly, I never could get a grasp on death, and it’s happened several times to people around me. Also in front of me. It’s one of those things where you swear there is an absolute purpose for, but to what means? If you think about it, death most of the time reflects life in better ways supposedly. I am sorry for getting a little to preachy; it’s not really like me. However I am not really looking for a shoulder to cry on, I just want to continue on. I rather not be burdened by it.

Evenstar · Apr 03, 2007, 08:04 AM // 08:04

me too...(ffs this 12 characters)

Evenstar · Apr 03, 2007, 08:07 AM // 08:07

its ok...well u see im studying for a nurse and they tell us this everyday...be ready that your patients will die and stuff but it doesnt make it any easier or more acceptable and you dont fully understand it 'till you see it happens to someone near you....

I pwnd U · Apr 03, 2007, 01:48 PM // 13:48

I'm sorry your uncle died sindex...

Class time then lunch with my family.

Oh and a storms coming. lol good times!

Sir Skullcrasher · Apr 03, 2007, 04:30 PM // 16:30

Sorry about your lost Sindex

I pwnd U · Apr 03, 2007, 09:21 PM // 21:21

Wow where has everyone been? I come back after being gone for 5 hours and no one is here! >.<

Divine Freak · Apr 03, 2007, 09:28 PM // 21:28

We're avoiding you...

I pwnd U · Apr 03, 2007, 09:39 PM // 21:39

>.< If you were avoiding me you would of posted while i was gone.

Divine Freak · Apr 03, 2007, 09:48 PM // 21:48

You tell LIES!

I pwnd U · Apr 03, 2007, 11:07 PM // 23:07

I tell no lies! lol Hmm so my dad got a gun today, apparently it is his second one that he has gotten. He told me today he has a 9mm Sig at home, and got himself a Taurus revolver that if I remember correctly is a 22 cal. Let me hold it today when he showed it to me after we picked it up. It was cool, now apparently he is going to take me shooting sometime.

Sir Skullcrasher · Apr 03, 2007, 11:11 PM // 23:11

pwnd you spammed too much so that is why we're not here!

I pwnd U · Apr 03, 2007, 11:13 PM // 23:13

*goes back to a hole in girlfriends room*

That's okay, I will just shell up here.

Sir Skullcrasher · Apr 03, 2007, 11:17 PM // 23:17

woot. pwnd got a girlfriend and her name is miss pwnd!!

sindex · Apr 04, 2007, 12:54 AM // 00:54

Thanks all, for your support I appreciate it. I think I feel a little better today even though I didn’t shave for two days now. I Think I will do that now.

Divine Freak · Apr 04, 2007, 01:03 AM // 01:03

Shaving is overrated

I pwnd U · Apr 04, 2007, 01:59 AM // 01:59

Ummm Grim, where the heck have you been? I have had a girlfriend for over a month lol. Did you forget already?